I am furious that you wrote this. As an ADULT who has struggled with an eating disorder for a most of my life I am offended by you. Blogs and comments like this are why children, teens, and adults who suffer do not seek help. SHUT YOUR F****** MOUTH. You clearly have no idea what it is like to have these problems therefore you should not judge those who do have them. Plus if you truly understood the issue you would realize it is extremely hard for a person to admit their problem.  I am completely livid that someone who could remotely see themselves as educated or mature would right such things.

Haha I did. if im the shelby you was talking about. lol. maybe. I get an ultra sound tomorrow.

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So, I've been lookin for ya. lol. Good to hear bout the baby. Sorry the shick didn't kno what she was doin... that sucks. But I do hope things look up for you an the stress leve goes down.

Uhh... I kinda wanna date this guy, but he is already controlling. An he is super clingy. Tellin me all this shit. I don't kno if I'd be able to handle that. Sounds like a good idea. I'm just sayin I don't even let my parents control me. lol.
An as far as me an Vincent goes, it was kinda a mistake. We don't regret it but he had just started seeing the shick but we still had feelings for each other that we never got to work out. He told me the other day that he told Jessica he ran back to me at the beginning. I don't remember how he said she reacted. But I guess she's okay with it. Which it will never happen again. I keep telling him that I don't wanna come between him an her. Cause I kno how it feels.

An thanks ya kno. I don't want him to hurt me either. But he has been there for me with so much shit. An I kno that we will always be friends. An if som'n was to happen to him an Jessica I kno I'd have a chance. But I also kno that it wouldn't be right away cause he loves me too much for me to be his "rebound" girl.

Yes, I would like to hear from you more often. But I'm not gonna make you or rush you to. lol. I kno how it can be.

Switching an obama sign with mccain sign isnt dumb. Its just funny.

[rainbowlove13]

My boy friend loves WoW. And I've had you on my favorites for a while.

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we've been wanting/trying for a baby for 2years 7months now. i've looked up several options, and have considered ordering clomid. i know i can up your chances of multiples but we've discussed it and decided that it would be just a bigger blessing if it happened that way. i haven't had insurance for the past year so the dr situation has sucked. i get company insurance on October 27th. i'm going to a new doctor then. i'm going to have them check my tubes and ovaries for some reason he other dr did everything but that. i've had blood test on hormones come back perfect. and ultrasound on my uterus, also come back perfect. and a pap that was perfect as well. yet i haven't had a full period on my own in a year and a half. my manager has been through something similar she told me to really push that it is a medical problem.[really it is, i have severe cramps from it]. she said if i can get them to see the medical side off it, like if you ovulate it causes the cycle  to start preparing for menstruation, and then maybe i'd menstruate, even though i normally don't. if i go that rout with it i may be able to get the doctor to sign off on it, and then my insurance will cover fertility medicine. i just have to have the dr thinking it's a medical purpose. a this point if they can do something to bring back my periods then maybe it will trigger ovulation as well.

if nothing has changed by January, i will probably order clomid. by then it'll be one month shy of 3 years:(

Having once been a boy myself I must concur that most boys are hormone addled imbeciles who are extremely shortsighted and clueless. I hope Teresa finds healing for her broken heart, and that all will be well with you all. Maturity does not come easily, neither do good relationships.

CountAngus 

I'm so sorry for you husban'd cousin. I hope that everything turns out ok for her.

I completely agree with everything that you just posted :-)

Agh I love all three!!

But I really like the purple one!

LOL i like this entry.

I think Marijuana should have the same rules as Alcohol.

Except you have to be 18 instead of 21.

That would be amazing lol

The doctor isnt all that worried about him. its just me wanting to make sure hes ok is all.

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Hey Thanks for advice

I'll make sure I get the good tests  hehe

Linda will think I've done this before

Wish I could help you... But I'm more of a beboer than a myspacer

Have a good one and thanks again

i have a play yard for alex but he dont like being in it for to long its more of ment to be a sleep thing really. and the wires are put up beind the tv and its in the corner so no real way around it some how he gets him self back there through the bottom. I wanted to get the big fence type thing you put them in and are still on the floor. just my living room is to small for that. im looking for other things just havnt found any really.'

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Woohoo!!!

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It must be so exciting to get ready for a newborn. From clothes to crib shopping... very exciting. Are you going to find out the sex of your baby as soon as you can, or wait?

Depending on how far along you are. They might have trouble finding the heart beat. Just dont worry about it. I think things will be fine.

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Congratulations! It must be exciting to have another addition to the family. I hope you get your appointment soon and see the health of your baby, just to ease the worries.
There are countless names for babies. You should buy a baby name book, or look it up on the internet. There's a whole alphabetical list and everything.

Much love
Rana

My appiontment is on the 5th.

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No theres a couple diarys that talk about them often. I was just kinda like wtf who cares about tiffany?

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congratulations! i will pray for your baby's health, as well as yours =]

i wrote a list of names i like in one of my entries...they all start with c, but you might find one you like?

[amlentz]

omg congrats!!!!!!!! :)

Good luck!!!

well CONGRATULATIOONS!! :)

[deniic]

Chica, maybe if you have a family doctor you should just go there. <3

Best of luck!

You just might be pregnate. Well wish you the best of luck.

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Good luck, I hope you get a true positive.

Chad

I knew it! I bet it's fo sho though because usually, even if it's just a tiny bit positive, it has detected the "pregnant hormone"...Wow, I don't even remember what it's called haha...Me and my scientific words. Anyway, I am happy for you if you are happy! I am sure you'll get used to the idea, I mean...you do have 10 months to get used to it lol. I have heard that having 2 is better anyway. ( I don't want two though!)

if ur happy :)

Congratz :D

god bless :D

mia<33

I just went to the dollar store. I mean, if you wait the 2 weeks your supposed to then any pregnancy test would work. I took like 3 from the dollar store and they were all positive!

Thanks for the comment in my diary. I totally understand Chris' point of view, but it just gets on my nerves ya know? Specially when I want my coffee drink haha! Good luck on your results :)

I use clear blue and Ept so either should work for you.

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These days any pregnancy works well. If you're pregnant, congratulations on the baby!

Would you like to be pregnant?

Hmm You could be pregnate. I have cramps and im pregnate. but i wouldnt worry just yet your only two days late. wait and see what happens.

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thanks so much for the comment

and you did a great job on the pics!

Yeah Im hoping for boys. But i wanted a girl last time and got a boy so knowing my luck it'll be like twin girls. cuz me and the dad have twins in our family alot and both our generations are the next ones to have twins. Fun stuff. myspace.com/applecat13 i think thats right

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gosh. thank you for pointing out the stupidity of these girls. it annoys me so much to read some of their diaries and see that!

your photoshop stuff is really good =]

I looked at these and went what the f*** were they thinking???? I love this post, though :D

It shows you how lame celebs really are...

I agree w/ur opinions.

Madonna scared me...alot!!!

lol.

damm tara reid scared me!! i looked at her face an im lik aww what a pretty young face an then i look at her body an i kinda got scaredd! i jumped a lil haha..its lik pretty face wit a grandma body

[sodapop4]

At least she has the means to support it. People change after they have a baby. I don't even know what she did that was so wrong..

When I took child development in HS our teacher told us about a girl who wore a gurdel (SP?) the whole time she was pregnant to hide it. Not the best idea..but I doubt that belt is really hurting the baby. Babies are pretty protected.

Dannng!! You go girl!

Luvs.

Natasha

I will do that!

thx.

the second pic looks alot better.

I would rather be my size then just bones.

I could never give up food,and when u gain the weight back dony u gain more then u lost or sumthing?

it looks nasty I cant stand looking at skelitons it makes me feel sick.

I hope that girl gets help!

Very open and honest entry. Take care.

Chad

I get what u mean.

Which is one of the reasons why I'm trying really hard not to give myself anytime soon, and I'm just waiting for marriage. Although Im religious, it's deeper than that for me, and I really believe that I want to give myself not to "just some boyfriend" but the guy I wanna spend the rest of my life with.

-Rachel

Cute pictures of both of you. Take care.

Chad

I have seen Blood Feast, but I would certainly like to see the others in the series!

I hope you have a great week!

[BeingMe997]

sweet baby sweet mom. very cute and adorable.

anyway tomorrow is my BD.

I'm sorry you didn't have a good day. My 4th of July sucked, but that was because I spent it alone. Take care.

Chad

Cute baby pics...............I wish mine were that little again. My youngest is 8. I have 4 kids. ages 8, 10, 12 and 16, 2 boys 2 girls. Take care.

Chad

Well, if your due date had been August 3rd he would've shared a birthday with my oldest daughter. She turned 16 today. Cool choice of songs. Hope to hear more from you.

Chad

OH WOW! honestly, i couldn't stop readin it! it was very interestin and yet creepy at the same time, it's like, i wonder now who the guy was that said hi walking down the street today, adn the lady behind the counter when i paid for mom's gas, and well, eh, it's just......mhm, wow !!!

wow
gook!

Oops I meant *new not knew lol.

You have a beautiful son. He is so adorable.

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awwwwwww omg ... he is too cute!

Awww your baby is sooo adorable..

His father is in there for alleged rape, breaking and entering, and assult with a weapon.

So I'm pretty sure i'll be fine.

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Thank you for the help. It'll really help. There won't be an custody battle between me and the dad because of what the dad is in prision for. My son won't be safe around his dad and being around the grandparents can put him in even more danger. So now that I think about it I dont think they stand a chance.

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Aloha,

wow he is one lucky man. I am glad everything is working out. Take care and good luck.

AVENGED SEVENFOLDDDDDDDDDDD

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Hey -

You have very beautiful eyes!

And I have no idea why people lie. My sister in law tells terrible lies, and we all KNOW they are lies. Like, she will say she was in hospital at 16 with an eating disorder. But she was dating my brother since she was 15.. And that never happened. It's so strange, and my brother never says anything to her, so she keeps going.....

Ash

Hi Shannon, maybe it bothers you because yoiu wasn't the first person Mike slept with? Or maybe deep down a little part of you is worried he may still have feelings for her? I may be completely off the mark here but those are just some idea. It's like you feel somewhat threatened by this girl but you need to remind yourself that Mike is with you, he loves you, not her. You're the one he wants and the only thing between them now is friendship. Them sleeping together is in the past. You need to keep telling yourself that and try to leave it in the past where it belongs so that it doesn't affect your relationship. It's goopd you talked to Mike about it but whatever you do, don't stop him speaking to his friends. If you do, he'll end up resenting you for it and it will probably split you up. Ask yourself how you would feel if Mike asked you to stop talking to one of your good friends? I know it bothers you but it really isn't fair of you to stop him talking to a good friend when he hasn't done anything wrong. It was before he met you that he slept with her wasn't it? I mean, he didn't cheat on you did he? It might be the best thing for you but losing a friend hurts and imagine how hurt that girl is going to feel aswell. If I have got it wrong and he did sleep with her while with you then ignore this whole comment. I'm sorry if my advice isn't what you wanted to hear but I had to be honest with you. I've felt the way you're feeling but the reason I felt it is because my boyfriend cheated on me so I panic when he goes out with friends and worry that he's gonna sleep with someone else. Maybe the fact that you've been cheated on in the past is what caused the anxiety attacks when he went out with friends? I hope things work out for you. Take care xxxx

Random noter here:  I have been thru this same thing.  I really don't think it's good for him to still be friends with people he's been intimate with...but that's just my opinion.  I would be obsessive about it...well, in the past I HAVE been obsessive about it.  I just didn't understand (and still don't) why anyone would feel the need to stay friends with people they've been "close" to, you know?